My Deepest... Thoughts (don't be scared off =))

*Extremely sweet sounding guitar riff*

He spends his nights in California

Watchin' the stars on the big screen

And then he lies awake and he wonders

Why can't that be me...

Coz in his life he's filled with all these good intentions

He's left a lot of things

He'd rather not mention right now

Just before he says good night

He looks up

With a little smile at me and he says

If I could be like that

I would give anything

Just to live one day

In those shoes

If I could be like that

What would I do

What would I do?

... A lovely song.

Why is it that I am always downer than I should be? What's keeping me from flying? Why does it feel like everyone else is at their happiest, having the time of their lives, and I am still stuck in the mundane and the tedious? Does it take more than what I am to have fun and never stop?

I think I would like to be somebody else. Just for one day. Or maybe even several. What is it like to tackle problems different from mine? What is it like to have different tastes, different likes and dislikes? A different thing to do when I wake up, and a different routine just before going to bed? Different friends? A different love life? I want to change everything I am in a picosecond. I don't hate myself, but I think it would be a hell of a lot easier to not be me.

All she wants is that somethin' to hold onto

That's all she needs

Yeah

If I could be like that

What would I do, Lord

What would I do?

..... She said I think I'll go to Boston

I think I'll start a new life

I think I'll start over

No one knows my name

Think I need a sunrise

I'm tired of the sunset

Here's its nothing but summer

Some snow would be nice

Can it happen?

Until then..

Where I go I just don't know

Well I got to, got to, gotta take it slow

When I've found my peace of mind

I'm gonna give you some of my good time.

*Extremely lonely sounding guitar riff*