Love is in the air, but why can't I breathe? ( The full blown effect of Fenylethylamine)

Well, this is a rather personal piece, but I really need to let out these feelings of mine so I'm going to get it off my chest, right now.

I love him. I hate him. I looooove him! I despise him! Oh, just get out of my head, won't you!!!
But no, of course not. You won't go away will you? You won't.
Because you're the Fenylethylamine shooting through my convolutions (hee hee).
Because, you're so beautiful, so fresh, so different.
I know, I know, love is logical but sometimes I just can't seem to find any logic in it. Why is that? Beats me. God knows I've tried, quite desperately,to prove it illogical, stupid and insignificant. Some days I feel so happy, so reckless, so powerful. Where's all the mush disappeared? Some days I'm pathetic (like a child left behind, like a pet left in the rain *guitar chords*) But -but-at the end of the day, all my ups and downs, my highs and lows, my shrieks and sobs change nothing. I really really wish Roxette were right when they trilled : "It must 've been love, but it's over now....it must've been good, but I lost it somehow..."
Well, you've probably heard the proverb "Blame the hormones" (not blame the genes, you doofus!) . I respect that saying, it has a lot of truth to it. Atleast I think so.
Okay, okay, so I'm making excuses, but what else can I do? I'm forever stuck in a race, and I'm the lone athlete. Noodle quotes :"Acceptance is the path to peace, and peace to happiness." or something like that ( =P ) Well it's true but I'm human, dude, I'm not Jiddu Krishnamurthy (guffaws).
" The matters of the heart are far more complicated than the matters of the mind. You would do better not to indulge in them, my son." (hell, I don't know why I'm quoting people so much, citing accurate sources may be hard =S) The man who said this, and I'm sure it's a man, should be hanged I say! It's because of paranoid parents such as these that all the good ones are not "taken" but are unavailabe , even for comment!!! =O
I guess I'll have to admit, "I'm just a love-machine" on a long scary roller-coaster ride. Hey where are the breaks? What is my destination? No one knows, we'll all just have to wait and watch. =)