I begin this post with a promise: I will post something everyday. And I will try as much as possible to refrain from posting negative things. =)
Well. We all know that there is a serious time lag already, but I like to make new starts so I'm not going to fill you guys in on what happened since my last post. Instead, I'll tell you about everything that happens this holiday. New start.
I got back yesterday. It was such a relief to be back in Bangalore !! The journey was the worst I've had yet: it was pure torture, I was extremely bored the whole time, and I'd left most of the much-needed stuff in my bag, which I checked in directly to Bangalore. Smooth move. I just engaged in rubbish timepass, which was really deplorably YUCK. Seeing Bangalore again was, therefore, all the more awesome. I had long chats with my parents and my sister and my grandmom too... and I'm off to my dear friend Rat's house in two hours to do the same. Life is good.
Life is good. But somehow, today I am annoyed. I don't feel great, about myself and in general. There are many reasons for this.
1. Today I was reminded of the lack of focus in my plans for the summer, etc. I will now have to change many of those plans.
2. I had a discussion with my Ajji about our particular sect of Hinduism, and it wasn't very much fun in the sense that I found myself just blabbing and making no sense. I realized how everything I had learned had been wiped off because I wasn't practicing my knowledge. I'm not in continuous touch with it, so it's getting erased away. That has to change.
3. I am settling into various undesirable procrastinative patterns. That's got to change too.
This holiday is not going to leave me feeling empty and useless. I am going to make this holiday a GOOD one. Every day is going to be consummated. Wish me luck, people.
Until tomorrow. =)

Ah... welcome back.
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